Tonight was eventful to say the least. My mum convinced me to go to a friends Halloween party, so I reluctantly went.
Ginger was with me- as always. And as always we got into an argument. [when we drink we tend to fight. So we shouldn't drink]
Anyways. The most eventful thing I can think of was at the end of the night. Some random walking past ginger and I started making derogatory comments to me,,,, ginger, wouldn't have any of it and mouthed off to him about how he should leave her girlfriend alone.. The random guy then told her he would.. well.. Do inappropriate things to me.. She again told him to watch his mouth and then this guy grabs her and smashes her face into the pavement.
You better believe I was angry betong belief and tried to grab the guy but ginger yelled at me to get back and then she faught back. She had him on the ground but the second time he threw her into the cement and ran- I ran inside to get help. She chased him for a good 10 blocks and 4 of us followed in my car.
Ginger and 2 others went on foot after him but we never did find him.
I couldn't even believe that a guy would grab a girl and throw her, and there's no doubt in my mind that the only reason it happened was because we are gay.
And I know for a fact if I was outside by myself he would have raped me by the things he was saying. So I guess I experianced my first "hate crime" here. It honestly disgusts me that it happened and I'm not gonna lie, it makes me scared to be an open and out lesbian in this town. Ginger is okay. She's got some cuts on her hands and side. But she put up an amazing fight. I never could have physically done anything to keep that ass hole away but when I got close enough to grab him off her ginger yelled at me to get back.
With the cancer lately I'm so angry I'm curious about what my adrenaline could have done against him. Yet I know he would have done terrible things to me had ginger not been there.
And about the tears. Ginger and I definately cried together about the cancer again tonight. I hate it. I also called another friend and informed her I'm "sick" with cancer. We had a good conversation I guess. It still sucks having to tell people. I guess I should get used to it.